Another Unrelenting Night
Y et another day, standing all alone on the porch wearing a shawl feeling cold, staring at the bleak sky, silence in the streets, listing those chanting of mantra, “OM NAMOH SHIVAY”. Heeding those fireflies cherishing the moment. I stayed there speculating about life again strewn reminiscing about my past, of course, the dreadful one, crying out loud wishing if there was someone who could listen to me but, I perceived that I had no one, I had to be unyielding, raise my head and shimmer again. Another day I woke up looking at the gratifying day, everything was plausible again, there was a mysterious sky again sleepless standing in the same position thinking, days passed and the moment I never wanted to arrive, befell. I, an exuberant extrovert who started persisting in my room didn’t want to blather with anybody just contemplating and having culpable days again. One day I pondered, “Why me”? I had many thoughts. I was like, this is it! I have no liberty to exist, I...